seriously i dont know what have been happening to me `
just recently , i get irritated by every little things that doesnt seems right when im alone `
im not lonely im not bored ` i just dont know what is wrong `
all the depression and stress came from nowhere . i dont know `
i dont know why she shouted at me just now . i guess im a failure . by now the age of 17 i should have got use to it long ago . why am i still feeling so unhappy towards it .
desperately needs to chill out . the best thing for me now is to go downstairs sit down and relax myself . but i know i cant ` if i do this i'll get another shouting .
and the worst thing i can think of is i wont be able to get into higher nitec . i wont . based on my results . fk ` dun wan sae already `
i'll rub off my tears . put the thought aside . after its done , im a strong girl again .