ii seriously need a place to pin down my thoughts now `
everything's inside and ii cant concentrate on my studies now =.= `
neutral bahs ` nothing too happie or bad happened arhs `
went out to JSCC to study with maq , jy , sy , bs `
as expected , most of the times we're talking ` and unable to concentrate lurhs `
stupid thinq was that study till half my riqht eye start to act cute aqain `
itchy ` burnish feelinq ` red ` and blah blahh `
but that was fun leiis ` those who're there know whad ii done lurh ` ^^
after that went to medical shop and bouqht eye drops `
cos home de eye drop really taste bitter`
ii have no idea why when ii apply the eye drop the bitter feelinq would occur in my throat `
way too irritatinq !
took 185 home after that `enjoyed the journey ` cos it was kinda lonq and peaceful ^^
when ii reached home ii dripped the eye drops into my right eye and it feels so ..
hot ? perhaps the water in my eyes are too alkaline and the eye drop is acidic so it feels a bit acidic and at last neutralise it ? no la ` just jokinq `
ii recieve one sms from bryan`
it says : i guess its time for me to say good bye to u le..it is heart breaking for me..but not u as i am insignificant to ur life..i really wish u all the best.tc .
after readinq ii text hiim on msn ` ii ask him whad happen ` and he somethinq like whad he said on the sms `
you know hors ii was feeling kinda fuqup ` needless to deny ii was fuqup `
ii simply hate people who comes and go out of my life , even friends ..
and especially those guys out there .. first you all fell in love through friendship , okay .
then when you all were rejected , you all move away , taking the friendship away too .
this is fudgish ` have you all forgotten the meaning of friendship ?
if yes , why risk it ?
eh shyt la ` N lvl is cominq and ii promise myself ii wont let things affect it `
that is that . full stop . i dont know larh hor `
chattinq on msn with hahahhaa his head ` LOL `
qonna prepare fer exam `
Niqhts ` May god bless all !