♡«`When a qirl is quiet there is a million thinqs goinq thru her mind`» ツ

ii shall blog accordingly ~

friday :

Yay ! dad came back from thailand ! he custom made key chains fer the 3 of us !
its a piece of metal ` front and back are our pictures ` one side younqer version another side qrown up version !
haa ii have nicer pictures for that actually ` just that he only have one of my qrown up photo ` that was sec 15years old ? Lols ` ; / nvm ^^ [now ii noe why people sae ii chanqe so much `]

when ii was qoinq to school in the morninq , a dam inconsiderated + kiasu lady was standinq behind me on the train platform ` she used her shoulder baq to pushhhhhhh me the moment the train comes to a stop `

PEOPLE ARE ALL COMING OUT OF THE CABIN , THATS THE MOST SQUEEZIEST ALREADY AND SHE CAN STILL PUSHHHHH ME !
ii turned back to face her and ii qave her a stare riqht into her eyes . she was embarassed .

and finally when all the commuters start to move into the cabin , her baq was in contact with my back alllllll the way into the train ` ii was pek cek already and she still liddat `
ii turned back to stare at her for the 2nd time ` and i thought to myself . should ii fall any point of time in the train , i make sure i make her my handle . i will push or grab her ` to prevent myself from fallinq` who ask her push me until some where where i cant get hold of the handle ?
ii know im mean ` but she shouldnt have done that whad ` she could have just said excuse me and i'll let her qo first ?

this incident is totally on the same line as the thread '' ungracious singaporean'' in sqclub `

saturday :

studies studies ! was struqqlinq like hell to qet my sense of emergency back ` ; /
thanks panda , ronq , bran , Nas , yi de , and those who ii left out ` ; ]

sunday :

ii dont know how to get back to that sense of emergency mood ` hais ; /
everyone is tellinq me not to qive myself stress ` just do i smoothly ` but im not stress `
ii need more stress to come to me ` ; /

ii was sooooo addicted in watchinq F1 larhs ! when ii was eatinq ii saw 2 accidents ` then ii was like shoutinq as ii eat ` keep ask my bro why this why that ` LOL `

watched a total of 45mins ii quess ? so fed up with myself ` fancy watchinq the niqht before exam ! hell ~

Monday , Today :

woke at 5.45` cos ii accidentally off snooze my alarm which ranq at 5 ; / `
aint able to read much lurhs `

science paper was okay ` ii counted those which ii really really know how to do de ` 69 fer combined science ` but after moderation sure drop ? ronq said after moderation will qo up `
well , its still an unknown fiqure `
just hope ii can stay within the ranqe of band 3 like my prelims , ii would be happy enouqh `

joke of the day : somethinq jie saw ~ ~

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went to subway @ jp with jie after science ` ohya on the way there we were talkinq about sciience paper in the bus ` then suddenly those juronq sec guys near us also start to talk about science paper `
we lauqhed like ... LOL `

okay we stood outside subway fer like 5mins ? LOL ` thinkinq of what to eat and how to order `
qoodness , both of us had never ordered before `

we shared the food and it was niice ;D `
chatted & revised then went to take mrt `
while we're waitinq fer the train to depart , ii told her , this would be how it looks like next year when we're travellinq to simei ` lols ` its qonna be an estimated 1 hour journey ` ; / far uh `

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maths paper was like hell ! hell !! no need say already `
no more hiqher nitec ` there qoes my dream for the year ` wtf ! `

bus-ed home with Jason`
on the way home ` ii saw 2 uncles one around the aqe of 60+ another one around the aqe of 70 ii think ?
both of them was havinq difficulties walkinq ` especially crossing that stretch of traffic light-less road ` so danqerous ` the younqer one could actually walk on his own and morever ii was standinq nearer to the older one so ii decided to help hiim `
when ii saw him stucked with one leq on the qrass patch , another on the road , tryinq hard to be lifted up , ii was thinking .. should ii help him ? or watch him and standby incase he falls or whad ? ii stood beside him for a few seconds and he really wasnt able to lift his leq up ` so ii qrabbed his hand `
then aqain , steppinq onto another qrass patch with his leq and another stucked aqain , this tiime ii helped without hesitatinq ` he turned to me and said thank you ` ; ] after that ii thouqht he was qoinq the other way so i turned and walked back home but wth ` when ii reached home and looked out of the window , ii was shock to see that uncle walking towards the opposite ` as in , he really walked dam slowly ` so manii feelinqs in me as ii watch him disappear `

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