headaches ` gonna rest after blogging .. today is a must blog day `Work : went down to work as usual at 2 ` reached at around 230 ` at that time i was still feeling mixed ` but quite happy though ` at least i know what i should choose when im asked to choose . looking at ming zhu aunty ,shu qinq jie jie , huishan , li chen , alice , i really feel kinda upset ` alice told me xiaoqing will talk to me personally regarding the quitting matter ` so , at around 4+ xiaoqing said she wanted to speak to me personally ` we went to customer svc counter and she : '' heard from alice that you say you want quit le ? '' ( 听alice讲你说不要做了？) me : ( nod my head , ya ) ( What is the problem / difficulty ? ) 什么问题leh ? ) me : ( 不懂怎样讲leh .. 不适合.) dunno how to sae leh ` not suitable ) (怎样不适合｀你一定有你的困难，缺点吗｀) what do u mean unsuitable ? you must have your own difficulty ma ) me : cant sae out ` in the end ii end up smiling & frowning =.- feeling dam paiseh ` wth ` ( 数学不好，记不住，反应慢｀）math not good , cant rmb things , reaction slow ) (如果是说数学不好，我也不要强逼你，因为我们这行cashier就是要数学都可以的．紧急 繁忙时候， 要转得来．） if its because of maths problem , then i wont force you to stay . cos as a cashier , maths must be good as to prevent confusion & during peak hours we must be fast enough ) me : nodds my head ．Tells her that my maths is dam super ultra poor and has nv passed since primary 6 ` basic those can but in those sudden times when customers suddenly pass me extra coins i dunno hw to switch ` (既然这样，为什么你还要来当cashier ? ) since so , why do you still wanna be cashier ? ) me : (我来interview的时候，美婷说女孩子只可以做 cashier .. 我有问过她不可以做别的了吗？她说女生只做 cashier ) when i came for interview , mei ting said female can only be cashier , i asked her can be others ? she say female come here all cashier de ` ) （这样为什么你不要把数学学好？不喜欢啊? ) then why didnt you study hard for maths ? you dont like ? ) me : ( 不喜欢... 太迟了`方假了. 我不 dont like .. its too late already ` its holiday already ` ) (既然这样,我也不强逼你.. [she said politely `and went to take out resignation form ] (你今天最后一天.. 明天就不用来了. today is ur last day ` tmr onwards you need not come anymore ) i filled it up , look at it , with dam loads of though running inside myself & left ` i went back to help aunty as packer cos i was told that i dont have to practice cashiering today ` as expected , she asked me to stay ` but other than this , she was kinda of shocked that today is my last day ` haa , nvm ba ? ii told her ii wanna treat her to dinner today but she doesnt allows ` she says cannot .. cos she's older and im younger .. hais ` how ii sae she also dun allow ` instead , she went to bought a sunkist orange juice ` i didnt know it was for me ` until she handed it to me ` and said give me ` seriously , i was so touched . this is the first time when im out to work and someone treated me like this .. it's only been 6 days ` exact speaking 7 days .. dinner today seems to be more fun ` that xiao fa is dam funny and he looks like Nelson (chenhonq's friend ) ` dam look alike ` lols ` we(aunty huishan xiaofa & i) were eating and then they started to say about those rumours where by shengsiong's rice are those that spills on the floor & etc .. funny part is where xiaofa was about to eat the fish and aunty sae dun eat better cos bla bla ` the expression on his face dam funny can ! LOL ` then they said smth about the riice ` it was my turn , some funny expression -.- ~ busy busy busy busy packing right after dinner till 10 ! non stop customers ` wth `LOl ` at around 8+ uhs ` aunty and ii both need to qo toilet so we called xiaofa to help us do cashiering ` his expression was like ._. like so dam scared `LOL ` after a while when we came back he went to help with meiting's counter(6) and there was once when i heard a series of sound ` that sound when ppl do double scan ` but his was like 4 or 5 time and ii secretly laughed ` dam evil right ` lOl ` ii like aunty and shu qinq jie jie the most ` they're both so gentle ` nice ladies .. they gave me the feeling of qing qie gan ` ~ at the back of s.s , the locker there when ii was out to empty rubbish bag , saw xiaofa again` he acted as if he was crying and said '' today is ur last day '' we nodded and ii went in ` while aunty & i were calculating sales , weijie was pulling down the shutter and keeping things inside at the same time `then he threw something too loudly and that man who was infront of him turned back and gave that kind of tsk but shocked look` then weijie's expression was dam funny can ` he looked like those ''oops'' & his eyes were dam wide opened ! i laughed secretly again ` so mean =.= aunty bought me de orange juice , previously ii bought before but tasted bitter ` but today's one is seriously sweet and a bit sour ` maybe its my psychological factor but im stating the fact that it tastes sweet today ` maybe they changed formula or smth ` bought ice cream , kinder bueno , deluxes cream cracker . when ii was buying ice cream , ii didnt know how to remove that plastic ` then ah soon was there ` so ii asked him` he asked me to hold on to that plastic and i tot it's just a piece of plastic so ii held it lightly ` BUMMP ! that plastic was pulled back =.= so now ii know ` inside is actually those inside got rubber pulling de ` zzz ` we're both like waa by the loud sound -.- ah soon : '' ii told you to hold yourself already '' i was laughing ` zzz Li Chen did the cashiering for me and ii told her i'll give her one kinder bueno since she gave me apollo panda layer cake that day ` she said ok but do it outside when we're going home ` she asked me if i'll still be coming tmr and ii looked at her ` and ii saw weijie and one more guy were looking at me with that kind of ''huh ?'' face ` =.= ` den ii shook my head ` li chen gave the sad expression ( she's cute ! ) and said that why am ii leaving so early ` we still haven watched movie ` so ii asked her to write down her no. ` and ii gave her mine too ` haa nv did ii know that this afternoon she said watch movie together is real ! ; D then aunty told shu qing jie and huishan that today's my last day and then ii started to lose emotional control ` tears were welling up ` ii turned around , with my back facing them pacing up and down walking around .. den hid behind the shelf to wipe those tears in my eyes and ii heard aunty say '' nv go hug xiao mei a while '' its so hard to controll ` but i managed ` lols ` smile with that crying in me ` shu qing jie jie said from afar '' cant bear huh ` cant bear den stay lurh '' actually ii can go home already at 11pm ` but ii stayed with them till around 1130` outside the office , shu qing jie jie '' (points at the office ) still can still can , wan ?? ) she mean , ii can still change my decision ` ii nodded `cos at first ii tot she asked me if i wanna go in ` LOl ` nvm ba `it wont change le . bidded goodbye with huishan , li chen & aunty ` after marking the handprint attendance ` they kept remind me to mark ` haha` left that place with kinda sad feeling ` cant bear ba ` it should be fine ` they told me to come back visit them often and aunty said she'll visit me in giant cos she often goes there ` ii promised her ii will come back to visit her and told her when she's free she also must qo fiind me ` haa ` we will . right ? den as ii was walking to car , ii saw the 3 of them again ` hahax so coincidence ` ; ] li chen asked me if the person was my father ` ii said my bro ` she : '' nv intro yi xia '' me '' u wan ? '' she '' nono '' LOL ! im really so thankful for all the things each and everyone of them has helped / done for me ` lichen , thanks for marking rice for me , so that ii have riice to eat ` without having to buy ` huishan , thanks for teaching me several things eh ` ;D aunty ! you're my shifu leh ` im grateful for EVERY SINGLE THING ` ii dont know how to express my gratitude ` those feelings , words also cant describe ` you'd never raised your voice / been impatient with me ` your gentleness , your care , your happiness made me feel so great ... xiaoshan , li qun & ah miao , 3 of u are not here today ` we've had a hard time cashiering ` haha ! means that the 3 of you are so important yea ? in one way or another , ii believed you all helped me ` shuqing jie jie , thanks for giving me that wink everyday & bringing me around to explore & recognise vegetables ! ii will remember your smile ` you gave me sisterly feeling ` im gonna get ur no, from someone okae ! ii will visit you de ! cos ii asked the 7 of u questions before yea , example how to do things.. alice , i've not exchanged more than 2 sentence with you ii guess ` except everytime when we're like brushing past each other then we'll say sorry ` ii told you bye today ` ;D thank for that gift for me ` when you came back from your thai trip aka my 2nd day of work , you also gave me one of the memento ` by right you dont even know that someone(me) will be joining ss `so that key chain must be from somewhere meant for someone ? xiaoqing , you looks pretty when you smile .. rmb to smile more ` when ii came home , received a msg from huishan saying that she got my no. from aunty mingzhu ` in it , she said that we must keep in touch and goodnites sweet dream ` ii felt so glad ` although we're not close / seldom really talk , but you bother to get my no, from aunty and want to stay in touch `its unexpected ` ;D then ii forwarded a good nite msg to both li chen & huishan ` lichen said her off day is wednesday and we say hao le watch movie ! she sae she'll tell me about the time & place to meet ` ahahaha ! lOl ` although may feel a bit weird cos we only know for few days and most of the time we smile to each other niia , about each other we only know like about 2% but your outgoing , cute and friendly character has made my that weird feeling gone away ` it might feels weird that we've meeting for a movie when ii dont know you that well ` but ii guess you wont let me feel that way this wednesday right ? thanks x3
aunty ming zhu , shu qing jiejie , li chen , hui shan , hui(xiao) shan, li qun , ah miao , alice , xiaoqing