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V.E orientation :

my qosh ` im physically so tired and mentally so active `
just reached home around 1 hour aqo `

startinq from ii wake up ,
ii saw jie's msg sayinq that she's not qoinq cos she went home too late last nite . siqh` nvm`
then was supposed to meet les and sy at lakeside MRT `
les said he'd be late and he dun think he can make it to catch my train`
so ii tot ii could get down the train to wait fer both of them`
when ii qot down of the train to wait fer sy les called me ` he entered the train when ii aliqhted ` Zz lOl `
he was smart enouqh to call me and aliqht at chinese qarden lurhs ` ; ]

well , travelled from lakeside to Eunos and all we did on the way other than talkinq was .... lookinq around amonq us and laugh at each other ` zzz
` nothinq is funny but we're lauqhinq ?

reached Eunos at around 210 , slacked at the kopitiam next to it and wait fer DM to come `
lawl larhs ` it was so embarassinq lurh `
first ii dunno devil in real life ` 2nd im qoinq to meet someone whom i dunno and go to his company` zzz
from far ii already know' that' person is hiim already ` but ii din dare to qo up to him `
then the 3 of us saw him takinq out his phone tryinq to call ppl and they say he's callinq me `
then shyt ii hid behind the larqe map(those board located near ctrl station) and ii switched my phone to silent mode `
WAD WAS I DOING HELLO ? =.=`

and suddenly im like possessed . the 2 were behind me talkinq then ii suddenly qo up to him and said
'' you're Diminq ar ? '' `Z
he brouqht us back to his company which was located 5mins walk away from Eunos MRT `
( it was supposed to be a 3min away distance but according to our walkinq speed today , its 5min ? =.= `)
ON THE WAY THERE RIGHT , LES & SY kept lauqhinq behind me `
ii was tryinq hard to catch up DM's pace ` and they're behind lauqhinq like hell ; /
sy lauqhed at me cos she feels that ii look like as if people's brinqinq me to sell and i still followed so willinqly `
les lauqhed because he feels that ii look as if ii came to match make ; /

they're so mean ; ( it'll remember it for life ! you quys enjoyed so much while ii was .. T_T

then the worst part came . wth !
devil intro us to his female colleague` so the colleaque shook hands and asked for our names.
okay , everyone had no problem pronoucinq their name and his colleaque has no prob understandinq their name `
then shyt ? why my name ii cant pronounce out and why she didnt manaqed to qet it LOL ?
ii was shakinq all over includinq my hands my body my mouth `
and soooooooo embarassinq larh ! we shook hand like dunno hw mani secs ` 10 secs ?
cos ii couldnt sae out my name ?
ii should have just said 王金美 cos its easier to understand and pronounce wad ` why did i said kim mee and ...
zzz la ` ii even spelt out ` that was the fuggiest happeninq in my whole life .

their company name is Venture Era `
i've heard and read about alot of discriminations about the company `
people in sq club said its a pure waste of time qoinq there`
and they recruit ANY ONE ` blaa ` everyone got their own view ba `
to me , ii dunno hw to describe ` just that ii feel that if you wanna get promoted is pretty easy and they way you earn money is like ... leads to alot of negative comments from people ba `
the orientation lasted about .. 1 hour or plus plus in total ` ii made sy miss her date with her friend ; /
sorry yea `

So at last , devil asked how was the orientation and our decision` we've came to conclusion that we will underqo 3 days traininq , after the traininq then decide `
actually , im totally unfit for this job .
ii even have problem with talkinq to ppl whom ii dunno on the phone ,
let alone face to face `
It was a surprise that Les & Sy actually found it quite interestinq `
whereas me ... neutral ba `
maybe im a bit affected by those discriminations or maybe they've never heard about those negative comments `

in the company , 3 of us looked dam solemn . but once we got out (of cos JUST the 3 of us ) we lauqhed like hell , talkinq loudly and sayinq about the orientation , about the job ` and the again , about me qoinq to match make / beinq sold ` zzz `

bused back to lakeside with les ` the journey back from Eunos to lakeside was hell `
i was so afraid that ii miqht vomit anytime ` because the bus is new .. it still contains ''leather / skin'' smell ` ;/
felt sickish `

after job orientation :
cousin smsed me to meet for kfc dinner ` even thouqh its kfc , ii dun even feel anythinq `
all ii felt ii needed was a bed to rest ` zzz `but ii couldnt turn her down mahs ` so went to meet her `
and whad the hell ` she couldnt recognise me because ii dressed differently today ! shyts!
when ii saw her riqht , she WALKED PAST ME LEH ! she saw me when she turned back ZZZ `
; ( when we saw each other we lauqhed like hell ` zzz

this is dam ironic cos after the kfc ii actually felt better ` but its her turn to feel sick !
she occasionally turned to me and said : KFC is really toxic `LOL ?
as we were walkinq alonq the bus interchanqe , we saw this stall `
there's this china man , sellinq accessories . he was demostratinq how to tie dam loads of hair style usinq those accessories ` there's 3 kind of accessories in a box , with a mini CD `( cant rmb wad it's called currently) each kind of accessories has dam loads of way to bun / tie / style hair `
then she wanted to buy but she didnt dare to`
ii wanted to buy the baq beside it but ii also didnt dare to ` so in the end , ii bouqht my baq , and from the baq's stall , ii helped her to purchase the box of accessory ` cos they're like linked toqther ` one stall divide by 2`
zzz ` so dam ps `
ii actually(help) bouqht smth from the ''back door '' `

after that , headed back home ` so tirinq` end here already ` mus qo and study F&N le `
cos ii din study today and tmr im qoinq JB with her ! 2 days qone! ii musnt do this !

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