each time i succeeded in answering question raised by teacher / assignments / tests / etc ,
i feel happy . i feel i want to stay , make the best out of it .
each time i got discouraged by chemistry and maths ,
i felt like moving on . i feel like i dont belong here .
i feel like im only wasting time and money .
the thought of my English Language deteriorates as time pass by i felt inconfident .
some times i feel the warm blood running in me , i want to work hard !
some times , the rejection is just so overwhelming .
i dont know which to choose
which way to go
kim , just what you want ?