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♥ Tuesday, September 14, 2010

suddenly, i feel very overwhelmed , sick , tired , pek cek and siianed of my life`
no ` i dont mean that i wanna end it or what.
its just that i realize i havent been ''living'' for more almost half a year`

especially those days when i just stepped into a new life, into NYP .
i havent been living since then.
havent.

i decided to start blogging-back with effects from today onwards.
i want to live.
i want my life.
i dont want to be suppressing my own feelings.
i dont want to avoid myself and the world.
by doing this, it has already harmed me.
enough is enough.
i dont want to suppress, hide and avoid until i lose myself`
i dont know how i've managed to knock my way through this passage for almost half a year`
it feels terrible`

i decided to blog because i know, by this time, there shouldnt be any more readers of my blog.
if there is, then those who still see this post / blog, are my real close friends / those who truly cares about me. i dont mind.
so long as i can get away from those who i wanna get away from `
just one month`
i must find back myself`
before i continue to get lost`

Nelson nrd, i want to thank you here and in my heart`
you were my blog for more than half a year`
although i dont have a blog / i ran away from my own world,
you were the one who i told the most about my feelings and what i do`
without you, i think things will be much more worst`
i dont know how to express. but , thank you`
you're a great friend and i never thought i could have another this type of friend ( you ) in my life.
not forgetting those who care.
i love you all .
thanks everyone.
time for me to get up`
im giving myself some time`
i will and must do it `

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